Tomorrow is the last day of 2018. And to be honest I don't want this year to end but of course that's impossible. This year is the very best for me. Where my dreams were achieved knowing I started this year full of worry on what will this year will brought me. But God is good! For making this year full of blessing.
January 1, 2018 - I remembered on that New Year I posted a status that this year will be the year where we will graduate and become a CPA. I posted that to reassure myself that I will achieved it but there's a part of me asking if I can make it. It took 15 minutes after I posted that status I decided to changed it privacy to 'Only me'. I don't know why I did that. Maybe because I don't want people to wait for me achieving that. I want it to just happened without telling everybody.
April 2018 - Our Final exam was done. I don't know if I will graduate because my subject Advanced Accounting is so hard! Even if I will do good on the final exam if my quizzes were bad, those grades will pull my exam down. But really God is good! For giving us a professor that has a good heart! He adjusted my grades from 74 - 75%! And I graduated at May 2018. Yehey! I am not delayed! To God be the Glory! I am free now!
After I graduate, I chatted my professor telling him I graduate! Thanks to him and I will not lose this chance because I will make myself a CPA.
June - September 2018 - This is the time frame I have to review to prepare for my board exam. At first I am still easy go lucky girl. I still watch k-dramas uh no! It is C-drama! Meteor Garden! I am still reading webtoon (because I deleted my wattpad account) and still going to different places if a friend calls me in. The 3 months were like I am studying just for a joke. I am not very disciplined, I guess. I only prepared when preboards are coming in. Because I want to be on Top 100 at CPAR. Because Sir Jack said that people being on the Top 100 were sure to pass.
Then September came. Sir Laco just gave us a a schedule for the whole September on how we will study. But it is still up for us on how we will managed to do it but he suggested to do it. Like everyday we need to study! The only rest we can do is to sleep and eat! And yeah it is so very tiring! I spent three days for a subject. And just minimizing the time of study if I am doing good to that subject like Auditing Problem and Financial Accounting.
But it is so hard really! Because I enjoyed studying those two but I cannot put up my time there if I am doing well already. I need to focus on subject which I am weak which is Advanced Accounting that gave me a doubt if I will graduate. So yeah, I spent a lot of time there even if I don't like it.
September is so stressful, so sad, so full of anxiety! I think all of negative emotion I got all mixed up in September. Imagined, I did not come home too at that month. Because I need to focus on study. Sometimes I cried at night because of anxiety.
October 6, 2018 the first day of exam. Damn! I did not get a sleep! I lied down in bed at 9pm but until 4am I was not able to sleep! When we got to our exam place I was not the only one who did not get a sleep. Most of us! Because of nervousness...
And the last day of exam October 13, 2018. I am crying while shading my answer sheet. Because what I am doing is hula! Just for the sake to have an answer! I am crying because I feel like I not gonna make it! I was very confident from the past subjects but I never knew that Taxation could be this hard! Most of my answers were hula! Most of them I did not have an answer, making me cry.
But I need to keep my composure... I still have one left subject and it is over.. Business Law. Damn! Law is so easy! After the exam I had a picture at the garden of New Era University jumping because finally it is done! I am just praying to God to give me a miracle.
October 23, 2018 the results came. My name is there. I posted a blog already there. But anyway here is my name. That I will never get tired to look at because everytime I see this picture I get to smile.
November 2018 - I tried to apply to some small audit firm because I promised myself that this job would make me happy because in college I really love auditing problem. I did not try to apply on Big 4 because I do not want to compete myself with other people. So the story; On the first company I applied to, they did not call me back. But on the second company, I was hired! I was really happy because it is near to me.. unlike if I will be in Makati.
We were celebrating my Mom's birthday when the HR texted me that I was hired!
And that was very happy moment for me! I received the message on the day my mom turns golden! I was really praying for God to gave me a job already because I want to help my parents and he answered my prayer!
I was just 2 weeks in my job but I got into places already doing fieldwork! Ohh this is the job I really wanted! I love going places!
And indeed 2018 is so lit!
I have a lot of story to tell. But anyway, this is just the highlight of my 2018. I hope on 2019 I got to do my promise to God that I will help people in need of me. Because I got what I want in 2018 and I need to return all of the blessing to the creator and to his people. Also, lovelife hehehe. I think I am ready.. I guess.
Thank you for reading this blog up until here. I know I made some wrong grammar. But who cares?! Heheheh.. Back then 2013 which is my favorite year, but now 2018 will be my new favorite!
Happy New Year!